By: Angel starving artist?yes,I am.but what other rescue have Ifrom an insufferable eternity of venomous fuck yous ordisgusted you’re not welcomes?each word stabs psychedelicsinto my tortured, beaten soul;each shooing gesture grows a thorn in my pin-prickedweed-ridden heart;each prophesied year passes surely by, bloodying my eyes whileWorry swells around themlike storm clouds congregating—there’s more with every… Continue reading

By: Angel (system host) I… find therapy unhelpful.  I know it’s a controversial take, especially as someone who has so much complex trauma and mental health experiences. But quite honestly, therapy always does more damage that in it fixes, especially these days. Therefore, my system and I firmly believe that the person who knows yourself best… Continue reading

you shall have no other gods before medoesn’t workif you are polytheistic. I worship many womenplump and full as my beating heart, a flower thatbleeds bruises for their beauty—a heathen for their souls,uncivilized and uncontrollable. in the middle of the earth I waitsunlight kissing my skinfire carressing me until the ashes of my sinssting my… Continue reading